I'm looking for a forum dedicated to finding enlightenment thru evil and/or black magic. any suggestions?

You are indeed a lost sheep. Why do you insist on taking the path of evil to attain what you seek? How can evil, which thrives only in darkness, ever give you enlightenment? It can't! Enlightenment comes only from God, the Father of Light. I exhort you in Jesus' name to reconsider your course and turn away from evil, before it's too late!